Thursday, January 18, 2007
All you wanted
Lessons was good.Though i was a lil restless and moody in class:/I felt a lil distressed somehow.Tests are coming up like pretty soon and i don't feel a least bit ready or accomplished with my revision.My class is like having an english test,history test,chemistry test,chinese test and maths tests next week.I don't even know where to start revising.I need a tuition teacher who could explain and teach me effective methods that are far more emplicit than my school teachers.I shall pray for one:D
But after all, i'll just head back to mrs ang for guidance.Melvin thinks i'm weird cos i always ask her chemistry questions instead of our own chem teacher which is ms liang.
I guess it's the confidence, no?Or perhaps you understand more from her?I don't know, but i'm gonna have tuition with her anyway.Oh yeah, Melvin said that he's gonna invite a couple of his friends to church this sunday and hopefully, we've got a few more guys to add in to the family:D
Must pray for us okay??!!I wonder what i should buy for Yohan and Cindy since their birthdays fall on the same date.Oh, and nicky too.Which is four days before mine.Omg, january is the month where i go broke cos most of my friends always demand for stuff.Whatever.
IT was alright i guess, i swear i prayed throughout the whole lesson, asking that i'm gonna hold onto it and never be moody on IT course ever again, turns out that it really does work.
That question mark makes a huge deal to all of us.
But most importantly, it really did strike me.
It could be anyone but i'm predicting that you're still having doubts.
It's either a yes or no answer.
Move on, get it going, or stay and be the victim.
But you took your time, and time held its breath.
And now i can see, that all i am trying was just to let you in.
I'm always loosing, i don't know why.
As days pass by, i try not to believe all the things that i believed in.
I just wanna get it over with.
But soon after, i finally realised.
That all you wanted was just somebody who cares.
6:45 pm
