Thursday, February 08, 2007
I'm addicted to online shopping, omg i have to stop.
Sigh, i had no other choice. My week's all screwed up cos of the upcoming tests and extra lessons and not to mention tuition, that made my weekends so dead. Worse of all, i hadn't been doing much shopping and it's weird cos saturdays and every other day are always a free time for me. Biology courses are just a killer. I couldn't even digest what the graduates had said. All in all, it benefits us and i kept protesting myself to go.
Party at someone's house(i'm unsure of whose), on saturday. Which meant that it'll cut off my free shopping time. I'm so depressed. Besides, i wouldn't be able to go for church service anymore in these few weeks cos of the upcoming tests and all. It's so annoying. The competition has alrdy started and it's getting pretty tensed. I don't want to fail again this time, like what i've did last year. Though results and perfomance in school had brought me down despite the countless effort, i would die to improve further. It only takes one step to continue further, but it only takes one person to hold back the whole class. That's the thing i hate about e2/1 and i very much couldn't wait for promotion day. Do ya know how annoying my classmate can get? I could always shout, or curse, but that's not exactly who i am. No way am i living the 'one for all, all for one' spirit, cos that's just a stupid saying and it'll make no progress if you continue on.
I don't want to be left behind, though i may not take the lead. I just want to be the better lot(:
I'll work hard, i swear i will.
6:00 pm
