Saturday, April 07, 2007
Hello dear all!! I'm back from Easter party!!!!! Wooohoooo, it was a blast! Those of you who missed it will have nothing but sheer regrets, lol.
I don't know what's wrong with vicki. She always shows up if she wants to, not thinking of what people might feel. I mean, there's no need for you to worry if you won't get along with people that are acquaintances, right?
Anyhow, she's not even coming to church tmr, I just don't get it.
I skipped lunch. Actually no. There was no lunch for me. So i was looking forward to the food in the party but heck, eating time was only after 4. So yeah, you could have imagine how hungry i was.
But kangwei, edmond and jerry fed me with laughters. The whole room was filled with shrill laughters, mainly from me, i think. I enjoyed myself today, it was worthwhile.
And in addition, i DID studied a bit of language today, uh hurh, both Chinese and English. Oh and maths too. I'm so proud of myself, i think this is exactly the way how i wanted to start my new week. Say goodbye to emoish caroline, i'm happy now.
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From a heavily close relationship to a light one,
I felt as bad as what i had done these past few weeks.
But true friendship never is lost.
It takes a different form, that's all.
I can't always have it my way,
Nor can i have things started and ended the way I'd expected.
This senses weakens, while other heightens.
Reconciliation is the key,
But i just had no idea where to start.
It's just so weird having me missing vicki, i don't know why, but i missed the days that we were true to ourselves. And the days where we wouldn't give a damn shit about what people think of us cos of our idiosyncrasy and spasticity, i just loved the way how strong and enthusiastic we were. I wouldn't say we aren't like that now, nor do i ask or give a peremptory demand for it, i just miss it and i'm just reviewing what we had done so far.
Maybe these were the culmination of me being so sad and moody, cos i always lack of something, and demand it imperiously for things much more than what i had received.
I'd just wish i could restore relationships with people that aren't getting along with me.
On the other note i'm fine with new people around as well.
I'm not disappointed nor angry with anyone or even with myself,
I just missed those days we were all always together.
I guess that's the main point of having memories, ain't it?
laughs.
7:39 pm
