Tuesday, April 03, 2007
I don't know why, but i just
love tests and exams cos it keeps me motivated to study, which is good. And the fact that i'm always studying, through day and night, this means that i'm busy and being busy keeps me away of things that i worry and feel sad about. Besides, it made me feel accomplished instead of feeling so helpless. And hello, i calculated that i have been studying for like 5 hours (bigshot) til 0100 or maybe 0200, i can't remember. But i woke up feeling
too energised, that i woke up in the morning as early as 0330 but feel back to sleep at 0430 or maybe 0530. So by the time vera tried to wake me up, i was nothing but a dead zombie. Hmmm, why do i keep getting the time wrong? Because ms ang told me very long ago, that i'm always reading measurements/recordings/readings wrongly due to parallax error. It's weird how i can still remember the way my teachers nag at me. Gah, anyhow.
Studying just makes me happy :)
Call me a nerd for now, but i reckoned i'll be throwing off my books once mid year ends, ah well.
I've got to admit,
I had never seen someone so crazy in love with another person.
Usually i thought it was only me,
But the fact that i could never see my own reaction at that moment,
I find it an amusing sight, really.
Like when a girl's heart jumps and tingles uncontrollably,
And when she screams and shouts and blushes, haha.
And since it's all over,
I kinda missed that feeling.
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Clarissa just looked too happy for her self being.
4:36 pm
