Monday, April 09, 2007
Vera left me a huge deep impression on someone and now i've been thinking about it lately. No one in particular, really, i'm just wondering why such people exist. But i think vera should have already forgotten about what she crapped last night so i guess it isn't really a huge matter.
I actually thought that we would be having chinese oral today, but thankfully it was next week. IPW, geography project and tests are such a rush. Mid year are only two weeks time. My clock's ticking and i could count the number of days with my fingers. So i assume that you know how short time would pass. My group's so screwed, they made a bad, bad choice of picking me as the leader. So if i had affected anybody's science marks then please accept my apology cos i was never really an organised nor a responsible person.
You could blame me for
not doing my part but what can i do if i had unluckily fallen sick on that very day. I can't possibly go to school with a mild fever and even if i did, would i be able to absorb and digest everything the teacher taught, and everything that had been written on the board?
English lesson was fun. The whole class just sat in one huge circle in class and we practically passed papers around, jotting down the strenghts and weaknesses about the person. And did you know what my weaknesses in friendship are?
Bad/hot tempered, mood swings.
Geez, pretty true actually. I could be fiddling with youe hair and being so happy with you for a minute and then getting grumpy and sour the next. There was this once where i scolded some guy in my class (i just know it's some guy from my class, i couldn't remember the person), even when he was absolutely not at fault. Yeah well, those are my weaknesses so far. Only two :/ *looks away*
Okay fine, i lied. So what? Some guy wrote something else under my weaknesses and i couldn't help but laugh at the sight of it.
'' Oh, Caroline likes to sleep in class''
'' Always sleeping in class''
'' Doze off in class almost in every lesson''
HAHAHAHAHA!!! But do you know what my classmates suggested about Grace's weaknesses?
She always dread PE, she always don't exercise, she's a lazy pig, LOL!
(No wonder she's getting fatter, kidding!)
Okay, i'm mean. But hey, i don't mind people calling me petty and hot tempered, i guess it's how God created me? And same goes to everyone else, it's just the matter of how he created you, that's all. And besides, i'm not the kind who gets angry without any reason. I'm reasonable yet i still find people's right (or wrong) acts in skepticism. I'm just like that, i don't know why. I'm sure many people are pretty doubtful on the things that they do, but i'm not the kind who could be bothered in such stuff.
My strengths are mainly all the same. That is: loud, funny, laughs hysterically. And i find it funny and weird somehow that people just loved hearing and actually appreciated my hysterical, out-of-the-world, loud and unglamorous laughter.
Man, do you know that i used to blame myself for laughing so unglamorously cos it actually made my friends feel embarrassed and sometimes it gets too loud that it actually annoyed and attracted people's attention? They could turn around my back and say 'what a bitch' once they hear me laugh again. Haha.
So anyway, went to sp with the girls. But grace left her wallet in school so both of us made our own way back
again to school just to get her bloody wallet. Omg, my legs killed me. I couldn't stand any longer, it got too serious that we actually cabbed to sp, and that's plain ridiculous to the cabbie cos sp is actually directly beside my school. It took no longer than 10 minutes (at constant speed) just to get there form my school, yeah, that's how near it is. But ah well. So when we tried to search high and low for the others, they were at T1 having macs and we're like all the way back at T16. My legs burned even before we reached 'checkpoint' T10. Believe it or not, that's how my stamina works.
I hate blogger in a way, my photos from the previous post just vanished out of nowhere. Ooooh, and i think i need a new camera, since my old camera's cover came off literally. I think Polaroid is soooo cool, but it's big and heavy, yet pretty vintage. I like vintage-pictures. But neh, maybe i'll just rent one.
I'm waiting very very patiently for my nicest and dearest uncle kang to get my mac fixed.
At the time being,i would have to start pressing that study button somewhere (on my body) right now. Cos at the rate i'm going, i'm not so very well organised in my revision for the mid year.
3:35 pm
